Limestone

I spent the whole Wednesday hanging out with Laura and Chris. So, while they were together strolling, kissing, having petty arguments, and cuddling, I can't help but think: "I want someone to stroll, have petty arguments, and cuddle with too!" LOL (notice how I left kissing out).

Truth is, I really miss the feeling of liking a guy (fangirl-ing over BB and Danlabs does not count, k?). There was a set of elevators in Windcave which looks very similar to that of Mount Samat's, which of course made me remember that particular event that happened on February 10, 2001. I was actually thinking of Mon the whole time we're on the road. My diary hasn't been updated in 2 years, and the last entry was nothing more than a quick note about Bleykidoodliekins. My heart hasn't done a wild somersault in years. Maybe that's why it has now turned into stone. :(

Anywayyy, it was a super fun day and I'm really happy for the both of them. Sana ako din, pero hindi muna ngayon Lord, di pa ako ready. Crush lang muna ngayon ang wish ko. ;)

So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again, my love

Overseas from coast to coast
To find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again, my love

Another BB post

Bin Bons dazzles~

Which reminds me.. How come I still don't have a poster/life-size cardboard cutout of Benlabs?

Fool again

I have been feeling sick ever since I got a couple of teeth filled. I think it's the numbing medication. :/ I felt so dizzy on the night of my dentist appointment that I had to leave really early during my externship shift. Everything got worse after the extraction of my wisdom teeth. I was sick for about a week, and I went to our externship lunch feeling all woozy and shivering. I had to take some antibiotics and tons of Ibuprofen to get myself out of the bed. I am SO happy to be feeling well again. I can't wait to enjoy the rest of the summer. :)

I'm definitely not looking forward to the next semester. I can't believe I'm going to be a senior student soon! I think we're going to get those "Senior Student" badges to wear with our scrubs. Yay badges! lol

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Psych's 5th season opened 3 weeks ago and no one told me? What is wrong with this world? :o

I will start the marathon tomorrow. I miss my Lassie love. ♥

The universe

"Ma, if we have a lot of money and I can take any major I want without worrying about employment opportunities, I will be taking astrophysics".

after watching a few Stephen Hawking vids...

"Ma, I'm sticking to nursing".

XD

Updates and acknowledgements

I left this blog with an entry which gave an impression that I was hurt. Truth is, I was a little sad, but I got over it in like a day or two. He is a good guy and he deserves to get whatever (or whoever) he wants.

Anyway, moving on to school stuff...

The last semester did not end as well as I would have wanted and it took me days to recover from it. On the positive side, I managed to achieve my goal and I will FINALLY be a senior this Fall. Can you believe it? Now I know this is late, but I would like to acknowledge the following for helping me get through the last semester.

• Mon ♥ for not breaking my heart :)
  
• Colbie Caillat for the songs I listened to while driving
• The Script also for the songs I listened to while driving
• Nutella sandwich for keeping me awake and happy XD
• Ben Barnes for all his gorgeousness ;)
  
• Lee Min Ho also for his gorgeousness :D
  
• the first Glee album for the songs that kept me sane
• Silvestri for our NCLEX reviewer
• the publisher of the Cat Naps calendar

(do I even need to state a reason?)

• Post for Honey Bunches of Oats and General Mills for Cheerios (for the late-night snacks)
• Sue Sylvester for Vogue ;)
• the nurses who told me that "I can do it"
• the patients who wished me luck and blessings on my career (I always get teary-eyed whenever they say such things :} )
• friends who were there to listen
  
• that person who gave me encouragement at times when I need it the most

and lastly,

• to mom, for waking up at 4 or 5 in the morning to prepare my lunch and staying up until 11 in the evening just to wait for me to come home, and dad, for working to provide food on the table and for giving me his Salonpas and Vicks to help alleviate my shoulder pain XD

I thank God for the last semester. I hope His guidance would help me get through nursing school.

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UPDATES

• I saw someone who looks A LOT like Mon this morning...except that he's blond. I was screaming "Iz Monmon! Iz Monmon!" inside my head. lol
  
• I'm almost halfway through my nursing externship. It is FUUUUUUUUUUUN!!! My nurse preceptor is super amazing. She went through engineering school (my second choice of career) before becoming an RN. How cool is that.

Well I think that's it. It's 2 am and I still have to go to a meeting tomorrow. Hope to post another entry soon! Vavush!

03/31

I had the cutest strangest dream ever.

I was under some sort of a witness protection program and was transported into my temporary home where I've been living in the last few months. I went inside with several strangers and some guy I like know. There was a picture of Ben Barnes in his Prince Caspian costume pasted on a huge corkboard, and there were 6 FRAMED pictures of Mon hanging on the walls. It was a pretty small room so Mon's pictures were practically filling up all the available wall space. Then the guy I know stared at one of Mon's pictures, looked at me, and said "I am going to make you forget him".

When I woke up, my first thought was:

Dude, if Ben Barnes can't do it, you can't.

XD

February 14

Love is:

Untitled

What am I supposed to do
when the best part of me was always you?
What am I supposed to say
when I'm all choked up and you're okay?

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Happy Valentine's Day, miluv.

Welcome to my life

Click it. ;)

Bin Bons

Love him or love him.

<3

Shush

So ganito pala ang magkagusto sa isang taong nakaka-intimidate. I always feel bad about myself. :( Grabe, even Dan labs, B labs and even Mon labs never made me feel this way. B labs is in med school pa ah, grumaduate pa na magna cum laude, kamusta naman yun. Wah!!! I hate this feeling. Gusto ko siya in a super weird way. He's not motivating me to write in my diary about how he runs his fingers through his hair (actually, he doesn't do that XD) or how he astig-ly walks down the hall. The only thing I want to do is live up to his category, kaso ang taas naman kasi nya, diko mareach!!! He's literally reachable but figuratively unreachable. Nagtatabi pa nga kami minsan sa klase without me freezing or squealing to death. :( Ano ba naman ito, minsan na nga lang nagkacrush, parang mali pa yata.

I want the old "Montreaux" back. She may be cheesier than the cheesiest cheese there is, but compared to what she turned to be, I think I would prefer the old one.

Sabi ko na nga ba eh, walang maidudulot ng maganda ang pagiging magka-group namin sa lahat ng subjects. Pssssssssssh.

Direct quote

"[T]here is a logical contradiction once again - it's funny how a person 'liberated' by free thought has become as dogmatic and narrow minded as the religion he professes to loathe"
-Ttalk's Pach

Parang engot lang

So I was looking for the copyright year of my assessment book written by Jarvis. Tas bigla akong napunta sa dedication page... Nakalagay dun,

To Paul,
Still and always.

Weird, pero kinilig ako. Feeling ko either asawa nya yun, or someone from her past na mahal pa din nya. Ay grabe kaloka. Bakit pati author ng libro ginagawan ko ng love story? :))

Libra: The Scales

Balance.

It was then that I realized I wanted both: I longed for one and desired for the other.

It was more painful when I did not get what I desired because I had to do something about the longing.

This is not the time to return to my old self. Not yet.

But I will, soon...

I promise.

Salvador Dali - The Dream

Daniel Radcliffe

It's amazing how much change time can bring upon a man.