Balance.
It was then that I realized I wanted both: I longed for one and desired for the other.
It was more painful when I did not get what I desired because I had to do something about the longing.
This is not the time to return to my old self. Not yet.
But I will, soon...
I promise.

Gracey D.C. 21. Moon. Box Elder, South Dakota. Registered Nurse. moody. weird. wired. loves cats, dogs, cockatiels and cows. paranoid. trying to save the world before mealtime.