Shush

So ganito pala ang magkagusto sa isang taong nakaka-intimidate. I always feel bad about myself. :( Grabe, even Dan labs, B labs and even Mon labs never made me feel this way. B labs is in med school pa ah, grumaduate pa na magna cum laude, kamusta naman yun. Wah!!! I hate this feeling. Gusto ko siya in a super weird way. He's not motivating me to write in my diary about how he runs his fingers through his hair (actually, he doesn't do that XD) or how he astig-ly walks down the hall. The only thing I want to do is live up to his category, kaso ang taas naman kasi nya, diko mareach!!! He's literally reachable but figuratively unreachable. Nagtatabi pa nga kami minsan sa klase without me freezing or squealing to death. :( Ano ba naman ito, minsan na nga lang nagkacrush, parang mali pa yata.

I want the old "Montreaux" back. She may be cheesier than the cheesiest cheese there is, but compared to what she turned to be, I think I would prefer the old one.

Sabi ko na nga ba eh, walang maidudulot ng maganda ang pagiging magka-group namin sa lahat ng subjects. Pssssssssssh.

Direct quote

"[T]here is a logical contradiction once again - it's funny how a person 'liberated' by free thought has become as dogmatic and narrow minded as the religion he professes to loathe"
-Ttalk's Pach

Parang engot lang

So I was looking for the copyright year of my assessment book written by Jarvis. Tas bigla akong napunta sa dedication page... Nakalagay dun,

To Paul,
Still and always.

Weird, pero kinilig ako. Feeling ko either asawa nya yun, or someone from her past na mahal pa din nya. Ay grabe kaloka. Bakit pati author ng libro ginagawan ko ng love story? :))

Libra: The Scales

Balance.

It was then that I realized I wanted both: I longed for one and desired for the other.

It was more painful when I did not get what I desired because I had to do something about the longing.

This is not the time to return to my old self. Not yet.

But I will, soon...

I promise.

Salvador Dali - The Dream

Daniel Radcliffe

It's amazing how much change time can bring upon a man.

Cutenesses

My desktop wallpaper:

The Philippine Eagle

Do you love it? :D

The Philippine Eagle, also known as the Monkey-Eating Eagle, is the largest eagle in the whole world. It is also the most gwapo eagle. XD

I mean, lookie:

Fierce! :D

And oh, our school mascot was chosen to be one of the 12 finalists in the 2009 Capital One All-America Mascot Team. Yiiieee! Go Jack Rabbit! Go South Dakota State University!


So adorable and cuddly astig diba?

Take note of the ears. XD

Food for thought

We are afflicted in every way, but not constrained;
perplexed, but not driven to despair;
persecuted, but not abandoned;
struck down, but not destroyed;

2 Corinthians 4:8-9

Introducing: The GRACI font

Walang magawa sa buhay, so I made a font. Wala lang siya, handwriting lang, handwriting ko. XD

*This is smoother, thus replacing the "Gracey" font, which was done before I discovered the ZOOM function (engot kase XD)*

Kung gusto nyo magdownload (kapal ko o XD), eto sha:

http://rapidshare.com/files/253283663/Graci.ttf.html

FED WON!!!

Roger Federer won his 15th Grand Slam title a while ago at Wimbledon 2009.

Roger Federer beat Andy Roddick 7-5, 6-7, 6-7, 6-3, 14-16

*image from here.

Blades of Fadonkles

Don't know why I'm surviving every lonely day
When there's got to be no chance for me
My life would end and it doesn't matter how I cry
My tears of love are a waste of time

Can't let go and it doesn't matter how I try
I gave it all so easily to you my love
To dreams that never will come true

If I turn away am I strong enough to see it through
Go crazy is what I will do

♥

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In other news, I got into an accident yesterday. A woman backed up into my car, scratching the board and denting the hood. We went to the mechanic a while ago and he said it's going to take $500 to fix it ($#!+!!!!). Mom and I were not hurt but I was dumbfounded. We were supposed to go to the mall but I decided it's best to go home after the incident. I cried. I have no idea why, but I cried. I guess what happened scared the s*** out of me, and I didn't want to drive again. It's been a while since I drove a car and the last time we went out (which was last Friday), I was nearly hit by a speeding van. So much for being an addition to last week's deaths.

RIP Ed McMahon, Farrah Fawcett, Michael Jackson, and Billy Mays

I'm dying to see HP6 (a.k.a. Harry Potter and the Prince / Harry Potter and the Blood of Prince-lol).

squeeeeeeeeeeeee!

It's 3 in the morning and I'm craving for bacon. Help? XD

I'm crushing on Stanislas Wawrinka. lol

Federer and Wawrinka. I love them both.

After almost 3 years, I therefore conclude...

...that Asians are more handsome than Caucasians. XD

Mga puti kasi yung tipong pag nakita mo for the first time, gwapo pero pag tumatagal, nagiging ordinary na lang ang hitsura. Asians naman, so-so lang ang kagwapuhan sa una, pero pag matagal mo ng nakikita, parang lalong mas gumugwapo. HAHA! Ang random, grabe. Kasi naman, more than 2 years akong nag-aral sa isang engineering school at maraming football players na rin akong naging kaklase, at in fairview halos lahat sila gwapo pero hindi yung tipong pag nakabangga mo, o kaya natignan mo sa mga mata eh buo na yung araw mo. XD

Ayun. :D

BOF

I just finished watching Boys Over Flowers. Yes, the entire series. Thanks to Ben who gave me the link for all the episodes. :D

It's been years since I've watched anything similar to this, so it's like being in high school all over again...cheesy and crazy as before. XD It's like having a portal for me to escape from a hard reality, even just for a while.

I'm going to miss Jun Pyo.

I would DIE if I see this face in the campus (or just about anywhere in this place). ;D

Who wants to be cursed?

When I was in high school, my friend and I made a bet: if Ryan kisses Juday on the show Krystala, I will either protest in front of ABS-CBN or give her 40 pesos. Note: I watched Krystala ONLY because of Ryan. I lost, but I didn't do any of those stupid consequences I set. lol

Not that I hate Juday, but I thought Ryan should go out with someone else (pakielamera talaga ako nung high school), and I even wished that they would never be together EVER again. And look at them now, they're already married! Haha! XD

I wish them all the best. :)

Don't worry, nagbago na ako, di na ako pakielamera...sort of.

Wishie

Sana may real-life counterparts sina Seravy at Dorothy. :]

Heart defects super simplified memory guide

*Tetralogy of Fallot-yung sobrang gulo ng buhay
explanation: apat ba naman ang defects, kundi ba naman magkagulo-gulo ang puso nito

*Tricuspid Atresia-kinulang kaya nagkahalo-halo
explanation: failure of the tricuspid valve to develop kaya naghalo ang oxygenated at deoxygenated blood

*Transposition of the Great Arteries-yung mukhang maayos pero hindi
explanation: right ventricle nakakabit sa aorta, left ventricle naman sa pulmonary artery--kung titignan sa litrato, mukha siyang mas maayos kaysa sa normal heart

*Total Anomalous Pulmonary Venous Connection-yung parang may tulay sa taas, or yung "binalikan ang una"
explanation: failure of the pulmonary vein to join left atrium, instead bumalik ang PV sa first chamber of the heart, yung right atrium

*Truncus Arteriosus-kinulang kaya naligaw
explanation: failure of aorta and pulmonary artery to develop, nagkahalo ang dugo, bumalik sa RA, tapos shunted from right to left (ano ba talaga, kuya?)

*Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome-kinulang kaya kulang
explanation: underdevelopment of the left side of the heart, nagdudulot ng kulang na CO


Grabe, no wonder bumabagsak ako. lol Marami pa nito. XD

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And oh...

HAPPY EASTER!

I hope I get "resurrected" too. I've been dead for quite some time now.